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memories of you
memories fade in and out of my day
skirting the outline of my thoughts
playing games with my mind
one memory that plays forever in my head
that won't ever leave me
or fade away to nothing
every smell and small detail suffocating me..
i remember you sticking your head out...
the water dripping off your gorgous face
you smelled like yourself
something i could never distingusih
you smelled of soap..clean
my favorite smell in the entire world
you and soap
you were taking a shower
i snuck up
thinking of being oh so clever
ripped open the curtain
i felt very accomplished
and i just wanted to let you know..
that i'm nothing without you.
and it kills me to hear it when you say that i deserve better than you.
because i don't think you realize that you are my better.
you are my everything.
people say to not make your other your everything,
because when they leave, your left with nothing.
if i didnt have you...
nothing would be the next best thing.
i really don't think you understand how much i love you.
how i have given up my world for you...
and i still am.
things are complicated.
trust me i understand.
but i still love you. no matter what.
and i don't think i could ever make you understan
Your voice still echoes in my head
Ear-piercing the faults of us
Begging that merely won't mean enough
"This cant work" You shatter in my face
There is no way to stop this
My pain surfaces in my eyes
Spilling over onto your feet
Just turn the other way like you do
I know you want to be done with me
This is the fate I brought upon
Do you even care?
I stare at you on my knees
Begging you to show you care
Look at me I'm screaming
Am I really not worth it to you?
Your eyes never flicker
I crumble, giving up
Why make you understand?
I can hear my heart tearing
Just look at me I plead
The only thing you have to say
Is "It won't
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`anmari has been spreading her infectious positivity throughout our community for over 6 years. Throughout this time Ana has been at the core of all things devious, passionately developing an eclectic gallery, helping organise devmeets, participating in chat events and also recently completed dedicating her time as a Community Volunteer. We are absolutely delighted to bestow the Deviousness Award for May 2013 to `anmari, congratulations! Read More